THIS IS THE PART WHERE THE END STARTS.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
So. I finished my last day of duty. After five long years, I AM FREE!!! I think all the Ed Boarders are relieved that they’ll no longer have to listen to me whine and whinge about library duty, haha. On the downside, my mom thinks that this means there’s room for more tuition classes. =.=” “You can't ever be really free if you admire somebody too much.” - Tove Jansson, Tales from Moominvalley. *editt* I just spent some time going through all my posts this year. There seems to be an excess of exclamation marks and capital letters. Honestly, did you all find it irritating? But I blogged like that cause I really was happy at the time. And I like to tell the world I’m happy. Tell you something right. These days I’ve actually been feeling down. Self-esteem’s at rock-bottom. And there has been a lot happening that I didn’t blog about. And I realized that back then, I had even MORE reason to be happy than usual, but my timing has just been off. When I wanted event A to happen, event B happened. And now event A is taking place, but I want event B to happen again, because I didn’t really appreciate event B when it was happening a few months ago. Confusing, I’ll tell you if you ask me and I feel like it. :) In any case. Reading about how happy I was is kind of motivating. I don’t feel so bad now. It sort of reminds me HOW to be that happy. And as Ve Kenn said, “At least rock-bottom’s not a lonely place.”
INTRODUCING
Name: Louise
13 April 1992
You can only call me Lulu if you don’t think the name’s funny.
I am a member of the Smiley Conspiracy and a proud ex-CHS-ian, graduating class of 2009. Now doing A-Levels at HELP University College. Is proudly Malaysian, but doesn’t look like it and is proud of that too.
This is the 7th time I am editing this about section of the blog this year; I have sort of accepted that my personality is ever-evolving, ever-changing, therefore rendering my moods as volatile as the weather. But just as there are some things that have stood untouched across the centuries by harsh weather, so there are some things with me that remain ever the same: a belief that to live is to learn, and the ability to bounce back from setbacks.
What I love also remains constant. I love good food, dancing, fresh experiences, open minds and friendly people, all of which can be found in the wonderful wonderful city that is Istanbul. I love musicals, plays, good books, stickers, owls, colourful wrapping paper, hugs and kisses, chocolates, almost any music from the 17th to the 21st century, intense debates and post-it notes.
Fictional characters I have been compared to (in terms of personality) are Piglet from Winnie The Pooh and Kelsi from High School Musical.
I dream of finishing this list [29/8/2010: list is undergoing revamp!], and my secret ambition is to become a hairdresser or bartender. Unfortunately I’m also incredibly kiasu, so I’m going to go to university just to show everyone that I can. But want to go to uni also because I love learning lah!
Words that describe me are impulsive, impetuous, quixotic, sanguine, quirky, bewildered, kiasu and hodgepodge. The last one also refers to my sense of fashion.
*GRINS* :D
THIS IS THE PART WHERE THE END STARTS.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
So. I finished my last day of duty. After five long years, I AM FREE!!! I think all the Ed Boarders are relieved that they’ll no longer have to listen to me whine and whinge about library duty, haha. On the downside, my mom thinks that this means there’s room for more tuition classes. =.=” “You can't ever be really free if you admire somebody too much.” - Tove Jansson, Tales from Moominvalley. *editt* I just spent some time going through all my posts this year. There seems to be an excess of exclamation marks and capital letters. Honestly, did you all find it irritating? But I blogged like that cause I really was happy at the time. And I like to tell the world I’m happy. Tell you something right. These days I’ve actually been feeling down. Self-esteem’s at rock-bottom. And there has been a lot happening that I didn’t blog about. And I realized that back then, I had even MORE reason to be happy than usual, but my timing has just been off. When I wanted event A to happen, event B happened. And now event A is taking place, but I want event B to happen again, because I didn’t really appreciate event B when it was happening a few months ago. Confusing, I’ll tell you if you ask me and I feel like it. :) In any case. Reading about how happy I was is kind of motivating. I don’t feel so bad now. It sort of reminds me HOW to be that happy. And as Ve Kenn said, “At least rock-bottom’s not a lonely place.”
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